Well, I'm feeling really discoraged right now. I feel like everyone hates everything about me. I kind of want to give up are because well. It's not going anywhere, I suck and I hate that. I've never had the courage to show anyone till now and now I see others I just feel like I'm nothing. I really hope it goes away and such. I really wish I had talent my Finn with his witing. I don't think he knows how amazing that he is. People really remeber that about him, I'm jealous but not that much. And From now on this is going to be my Live journal because it rocks. And Only Jess And Siobhan, Jess I never really hide anything from. I just hope her mom doesn't read this. And Siobhan <3 she'd never hate me ever . Though I read one of her recent journal entries about this girl lauren and if she reads this I have to agree with her. I don't like how this Lauren girl changed Jess in some ways. Like, No one cares about social Status And Jess if you don't believe me ask the almighty god hugh.